perfectly alone :(

i just want someone to be real with me.

i think i'm afraid to be happy because whenever i get too happy, something bad will happen.. so. i'm afraid at all. i think i love you but i'm afraid.. i think i miss you, but i'm afraid.. i think everything, but still i'm afraid.. too scared when it comes to a thing called happy + love ! 

i'm not scared of the dark but i'm too scared of whats
in it ..

you. . . i xnak nanges daa.. i penat da nak nanges. . sebab it's hurt soo much. .  sakit tahu tak? nthlaa.. senang citew xpayah lah nanges kan?? kan? tapi.. lumrah hidup lah and also fitrah seorang perempuan kan.. manje and easy to cry.. because their heart are soft as a fabric softener :) hee~ so boys, beware okey ? and one more thing. . don't you ever make a girl cry. . because their tears are not suit for you boys. . and you don't deserve them. . ? are you hear that? then girls, don't cry for a boy that always hurt you and treat you like a trash. . you are too adorable sweetheart <3. . be strong yeah? 

don't cry sweetheart. . you are only wasting your beauty. 

 yeah. . why i am so afraid to lose you ?

when you are not even mine?